I’ve officially started a yoga series. I’ve never tried yoga before, in fact, I’m not the most flexible person ever. So I’ve always been scared to try. If anyone has any suggestions, please let me know. Thanks so much!
So, I went to my cousin’s basketball game tonight. Of course, the one ex of mine that I don’t want to see was there. It’s ridiculous. He’s dating the chick he cheated on me with again and he was hugged up and kissing and holding hands with this other girl, who is under the age of 18 and he’s 20. Well, my friend’s brother took a picture of it and sent it to his girlfriend. As much as I don’t like her, she deserves to know what kind of guy he really is. I learned that the hard way. Now, that being said, that’s not why I’m mad at him. I’m mad that he’s been spreading crap about me around the town. Saying that I’m sleeping with my friend, let’s call him C. Number one, we’re not sleeping together. Number two, we’re both in relationships. Number three, we’re just friends. It’s ridiculous that someone that age still wants to start crap. I haven’t said anything about him. What gives him the right to start things about me?
I’ve been reading a book about a college baseball player and his girlfriend. I absolutely love the trust that they have for each other. They love each other no matter their past and pretty much no matter what. I mean they don’t let distance get in between them or nothing.
Her 4 Rules for Life:
1. Don’t lie.
2. Don’t cheat.
3. Don’t make promises you can’t keep.
This makes me think about my own output on life and how similar it is to me and Daylan. We don’t see each other everyday, but we are always so excited when we can. We talk or text every day. We’re lucky to see each other on the weekends. BUT we trust each other. I know if he goes out with his friends that nothing is going to happen. I have talked to him on the phone while he was drunk out with his friends and he kept telling me how much he loves me and how much he doesn’t want to lose me. It’s so difficult for me to trust guys, considering my past. But just like I trust him I know he trusts me. I don’t want to do anything to break that trust. I hang out with Mark and he and I both know that nothing is going to happen. That’s what I love so much about him. We’re honest to each other no matter the distance between us. But honestly, that’s what scares me the most. I’ve never had this much trust in anyone since Tanner. But I honestly believe in this one.
Mood: Perfectly Comfy.♡
Quote of the Day: Every ending is a new beginning. ♡
It’s 4 in the morning where I’m at. I’m wide awake. Why? Well, good question. I don’t sleep very well. Especially when I’m having knee pain out the whazoo. My friend Whitney came over, and she’s been asleep since around 11:30 ish. No one is awake to text me. Mallory normally is, but she’s definitely not awake. Loser. So I’m blowing up my twitter feed. Haha. It’s not as bad as last night. Whitney and I went fishing today, and I caught an eight pound bass. Caught some more, but they were runts. My new fishing pole is messed up, so I have to get Johnnie to look at it because I honestly don’t know what’s wrong. Normally I can fix them myself, but I have no clue what happened. Disapointing. I love my pole. We didn’t get to go to the magnolia festival. So we fished. Not that I’m complaining. I love to fish. But still. We’re supposed to go to a rodeo tomorrow, hopefully we can do that. I’m so tired of everyone else having an awesome summer and me being stuck at home like a hermit crab. It’s like everyone is all I’m going to the lake or I’m at the lake and I’m swimming and I’m all like I’m sitting on my butt looking at a computer.
I gots new kitty today, well it was already mine but still. I saved it. My dog brought up one of my cats kittens and it was only a few days old. I tried to bottle feed it, but I was scared it was going to die so I took it to my friend’s house and luckily her cat took it in. I finally got her back today. I need to pick out a name. She’s black with one white spot on her chest. So far, she has not made friends with Poncho(The chihuahua). Well, she likes him, but he doesn’t like her. Maybe they’ll make friends. I bought her a litter box, litter, and food. She loves the food. I’m working on potty training her. Hopefully, it’ll be easy. My sister says just put her in the box, and she’ll pretty much train herself. My vet tech of a boyfriend (well, future vet tech but his dad is a vet tech so he knows what’s up) says that I need to give her medicine because she has matted up eyes from allergies. She’s tiny! I love it. She’s probably going to be little when she gets older. I’ll post a pic later when I can get one of her without matted up eyes.
My best friend came over today. We went fishing and rode the fourwheeler around. It was a BLAST. I tanned and didn’t burn, uhhh been waiting my whole life to say that! Anyways, we had fun. It was great. Then we went to a cook out with my family I loved it. 🙂
Why does no one want to do insanity with me? I don’t really want to do it by myself. I don’t know what to do. I want to do insanity, but I don’t want to be alone.
I am finally back in Oklahoma, and I couldn’t be happier. Number one, I have my sweet tea. Yes, I’m an addict. I can’t help it. I stopped drinking pop and now tea has become my drink of choice. Number two, I missed my bed. It’s sooo comfy and I’m not having to share it with two other people. Not that I minded sharing a bed with my boyfriend. That was nice. He’s comfy. Although I’m not too sure my mom and dad appreciated it, but it’s not like they had a choice. Oh well. I liked it. Besides, it’s not like we DID anything. We have way too much respect for my parents than that. Even when we were alone, we kept it PG, besides a little kissing here and there. Now that I’m back I’m ready to go swimming and all that. This is the first summer where I actually have time to do stuff! Trust me, I will. I’m going to go swimming and go to the lake and all that. I love the water! I’m not the best swimmer in the world, but I love it anyways. So now that being said, I have picked out my swim suit and I’m so excited for it to get here.
Yep, very excited! 🙂 Summer here I come!