I know I took a break from this for awhile. It’s a very long story that I definitely don’t feel like explaining, but let me put it this way… I just didn’t feel safe on the internet. Now then, I’ve had quite a bit happen since you’ve last heard from me, and I’m sure you don’t want to hear every single detail… or do you? Anyway, I’m now in my fourth semester at the college. Yes, I fixed everything. Turns out, it’s normal for freshmen to mess up like that, but whatever. It’s not my normal. I’m still with the same sweet guy, we definitely have our rough patches, but who doesn’t? I’m currently coaching a T-Ball team, waiting for summer, and being very impatient about quite a few things. I’m still at the same job, no I definitely don’t wanna talk about that. I now have a new baby, his name is Jep. He is a yellow lab. I got him for Day’s birthday. He’s the sweetest puppy ever. Spoiled rotten for sure! He’s soon about to have a sister, and no, I don’t mean a human one. I mean another lab. I’m getting a chocolate lab in May. Her name will be Jazz. 🙂 We’re all going on a trip to Galveston this summer with Mark, Whitney, maybe Adrianne, and lord knows who else. They ain’t bailing on me this time. I want to go to the beach so bad! I REALLY want to go on a cruise, but I’m not old enough to book one, and the only person I know that’s old enough to go with me that would want to… Well, that’s a bit complicated. I’m working out again, pudge doesn’t suit me. A lot of things have changed recently, and a lot more are about to change. I just hope they’re for the better, are you in for the ride?
I’ve been reading a book about a college baseball player and his girlfriend. I absolutely love the trust that they have for each other. They love each other no matter their past and pretty much no matter what. I mean they don’t let distance get in between them or nothing.
Her 4 Rules for Life:
1. Don’t lie.
2. Don’t cheat.
3. Don’t make promises you can’t keep.
This makes me think about my own output on life and how similar it is to me and Daylan. We don’t see each other everyday, but we are always so excited when we can. We talk or text every day. We’re lucky to see each other on the weekends. BUT we trust each other. I know if he goes out with his friends that nothing is going to happen. I have talked to him on the phone while he was drunk out with his friends and he kept telling me how much he loves me and how much he doesn’t want to lose me. It’s so difficult for me to trust guys, considering my past. But just like I trust him I know he trusts me. I don’t want to do anything to break that trust. I hang out with Mark and he and I both know that nothing is going to happen. That’s what I love so much about him. We’re honest to each other no matter the distance between us. But honestly, that’s what scares me the most. I’ve never had this much trust in anyone since Tanner. But I honestly believe in this one.
Mood: Perfectly Comfy.♡
Quote of the Day: Every ending is a new beginning. ♡
It’s 4 in the morning where I’m at. I’m wide awake. Why? Well, good question. I don’t sleep very well. Especially when I’m having knee pain out the whazoo. My friend Whitney came over, and she’s been asleep since around 11:30 ish. No one is awake to text me. Mallory normally is, but she’s definitely not awake. Loser. So I’m blowing up my twitter feed. Haha. It’s not as bad as last night. Whitney and I went fishing today, and I caught an eight pound bass. Caught some more, but they were runts. My new fishing pole is messed up, so I have to get Johnnie to look at it because I honestly don’t know what’s wrong. Normally I can fix them myself, but I have no clue what happened. Disapointing. I love my pole. We didn’t get to go to the magnolia festival. So we fished. Not that I’m complaining. I love to fish. But still. We’re supposed to go to a rodeo tomorrow, hopefully we can do that. I’m so tired of everyone else having an awesome summer and me being stuck at home like a hermit crab. It’s like everyone is all I’m going to the lake or I’m at the lake and I’m swimming and I’m all like I’m sitting on my butt looking at a computer.