What’s going on with me?

I am happy, and for some reason that bothers me. I’m used to being upset during fall. I have literally never had a fall/winter that I’ve been happy during. I haven’t even been put on my meds this year because I’ve been fine. Every once in awhile I have a spell where I get all depressed, but then I’m fine in the morning. It scares me. Because this is not normal for me. I know it sounds bad that I say it’s not normal that I’m not depressed, but it’s true. I’m so happy with my life. I’m content. I could stay like this. I really could. I mean I know life has a tendency to throw curveballs, especially when you’re happy, but this is the one time I hope it doesn’t. There’s something about us, that makes this all feel right. I’m going to start posting things I’m thankful for, in honor of Thanksgiving. 🙂

Since yesterday was the first I’m going to post two of them today.

1: I’m thankful for my parents because they are there for me when I need them and even when I don’t think I do.

2. I’m thankful for sleep. Lots and lots of sleep.

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