I’ve been on here for an entire year. I didn’t realize it until I got on today. Crazy how time flies. Christmas is next week, and I still haven’t ordered my mom and dad’s christmas presents and they probably won’t be here until after Christmas. My mom got my dad an iPad so I’m getting him a case with a keyboard (so it’s more like a laptop), and my mom has an iPhone 5 so I’m going to get her a case that’s like a lifeproof. I’m still trying to figure out what else I’m going to get Day. Cause I feel bad because all I got him was a duck call and a couple of shirts and he got me something for my truck that he spent God knows what on. I have to get my friend Mark a present cause he got me one, and I’m going to feel bad if I don’t. I think I might just see if day will give me his lifeproof case and I give Mark mine that I just got. I don’t know.. ugh I thought I was prepared for this!
I’m almost certain that I am starting to get cabin fever. I’ve been stuck in a house since Thursday night with no electricity until last night. Now we finally at least have that. I can’t go outside because it’s iced over. (Not snow but 2 and a half inches of pure ice that looks like snow) I’m scared if I do go outside I’ll fall and have to go to the emergency room and couldn’t make it or something. This is getting bad.
I’m almost certain that my cat and my dog are worse than kids. My dog is a boxer/pit puppy who is constantly growing and is already bigger than the cat. Not to mention that he’s always hyper. My cat is a domestic short hair who is constantly hyper as well. Then they both sit there and fight with each other over me. As cute as it is, I’m scared that one of them is going to hurt the other. More than likely the cat who I’m pretty sure doesn’t understand that they’re just playing. The puppy sits there the whole time wagging his stub. (He got his tail docked)
Well, finals week is almost upon us, or me at least. I just finished my English and my music finals. I have to take my computers and history finals next Wednesday. I’m not sure whether to look forward to this weekend or not. I guess anything is better than today. Not that anyone can tell somethings bothering me since, I’m obviously that great of an actress. I’ve had a migraine for the past two days and woke up with one today. I was told that my Birth Control can make them worse, so maybe that’s what it is. Not to mention the mood swings. I told you it never lasts.
I seriously just randomly put a title. Just because I like titles. I’m going to have a hard time getting through this week, not necessarily because I’m sad. Because I’m not at all, I’m actually really happy. But the boyfriend will be up in Daisy pretty much all weekend. (No cell phone service, you’re lucky if you randomly pick it up.) I wish he could go with me to at least one of my Family dinners, but I don’t think he can cause he has his own plus, they’re leaving for the mountains. (aka Daisy) I guess I’m just going to have to deal with it, but I’m not sure how. I’m not used to not getting to talk to him, and I’m definitely not used to not getting to see him on a weekend… Since that’s the only time we really do get to see each other.
I feel so happy, and I don’t understand it. This is so odd and different for me. I’m used to being upset around this time of year. I like it, but it scares the living hell out of me.
I can’t be the only person who thinks about their future constantly. Like, it’s hardly ever my past that I think about. It’s my future. It’s things like who will I marry, what will I do, how will I live… I honestly don’t know. I don’t like not knowing things.